I was holding off on posting today because I was expecting a phone call from Dr. B's office with the results from my 7DPO progesterone test. Well, its now 4:20, their office closes in 10 minutes and when I tried calling a few minutes ago I got the nurse line voicemail. I hate having blood drawn on a Friday. I always end up waiting an eternity for the results. The woman at the lab even offered to enter my order as "same day results" since I showed up so early. She seemed sympathetic about the fact it was Friday. I knew I still wouldn't hear from Dr. B's office that day because the docs leave early on Fridays. But I certainly expected to hear something today!
I'm honestly ready to cry over this. Am I really as fragile as that? I have no reason to think this hasn't happened, but I HAVE to know that number! My body has dicked me over one too many times for me to trust it entirely. I have no symptoms anymore except for nipple tenderness (which I don't even notice unless I get goosebumps). It didn't work, I just know it didn't work...
I hate this.
UPDATE: Oh for heaven's sake! They just called me. Nice of them to wait until the dead last second (and only after I left a voice mail). At least it was good news: progesterone was 19.5 whatever-increment-they-measure-in. Clearly consistent with ovulation. And now I'll just slink away since I am obviously a crazy woman.
Phew, so glad you finally got an answer. Your number sounds fab. I cannot stand it when they wait until the last minute to call!!
ReplyDeleteThey oughta know that infertiles are desperately needy!
DeleteIt always happens right after we complain about it on blogs, to others, etc! Glad you are happy with the number.
ReplyDeleteYou are SO not crazy! I would feel the exact same way! And I agree, 19.5 is a FANTASTIC number! Are you taking progesterone supplements or anything, or did you body do that all on its own? Good job ovulating! :-)
ReplyDeleteno progesterone supplements and that's the best number I've ever gotten!
DeleteThat's awesome! Go you! I am overall fertile, but still need progesterone cream to get numbers like that. So, that's awesome! (We're a MFI diagnosis.)
DeleteAhhh! That is a crazy amount of time to wait! Glad to hear you had a good number thought :) :) :)
ReplyDeletePCOS invariably results in a bit of crazy. Yeah for ovulation!!
ReplyDeleteI laughed when I got to the end of your post. Not at you, but only because I know that neurosis too well. Its always better to be proven wrong then proven right though- at least in situations like this :)
ReplyDeleteGood point - I guess I don't mind looking a little crazy if it means I was wrong and I *did* ovulate!
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