Stop that. Reverse it. Much better.
Going out of town for a my conference tomorrow and of course my office has been insane all day. I've finally gotten a few minutes to catch my breath and collect my thoughts.
My HSG was today and thank GOD it went fine, there was no pain and my tubes are clear! So, now that we know that my uterus is fine and does its job, and my fallopian tubes are fine and do *their* jobs...::pointedly stares at ovaries:: I guess we have only one culprit left.
Both the Guru and Dr. B have been reviewing the labs as they come back and they are in agreement that I am a good candidate for ovarian drilling. That kind of scared me when he said it because what little I know of it...well it sounds scary. But he explained a lot to me (I *love* this practice, the doctors are amazingly smart and so good about explaining things!) and now I am more willing to at least consider it. I want to see what happens this cycle, see how I respond to the clomid, etc. They will try a stair-step approach if I'm not responding and give me Femara most likely. If I respond poorly to that too, then we know ovarian drilling is probably the smart thing to do.
Jesus Christ, *surgery*, just for the hope of getting pregnant...I feel like I'm crossing a line of no return. I will never be able to "fit in" with a regular mommy group because of the battle scars I will have from getting my take home baby. You just can't go back to happy la-la land after going through this shit. We know too much. I don't like playing the Pain Olympics with other IFers, but for some reason I have no problem playing it with "normals". Honey, you don't know the meaning of pain - I don't care if you did do a home birth with no meds.
So anyway, *so much* going on right now! And every time I go to Dr. B's office I get a slew of new information thrown at me. I won't be updating while I'm gone, and even worse, I'm sure I won't be keeping up with blogs I follow. Nobody get pregnant while I'm gone, okay?? I don't want to miss out on the congratulations! I'll be back Sunday, so feel free to POAS then ;-)