February 09, 2012
IF and When
This morning I am thankful and scared. My sister got a positive pregnancy test. This is her first treatment cycle in a long, long time. And I am so excited and so *terrified* because last time she was pregnant, she did not get a take-home baby. I have always felt more strongly about my sister having children than me. I got her text this morning and burst into happy tears. And then I prayed "God please please please PLEASE let this one stick!". I honestly think I could deal with living childless, if it came to that, if my sister had the brood she always wanted. Prayers and positive thoughts are welcome and appreciated, as always.