August 03, 2012

Hope

Every morning I wake up, glance at the clock and grab my thermometer. While I wait for the beep, I keep my eyes closed and I chant to myself low numbers, preparing myself in case I don't see what I want. But every morning so far has been higher than the last! And that's with a fan blowing across me all night (darn hot flashes!) *and* waking up about 30 minutes earlier than usual.

Also, I am exhausted! Thursday in my workout class was hell on Earth because I had *no* energy. I'm getting better sleep now that I have a fan blowing on me, but I still feel like I could go to bed at 7:30. I am telling myself this is because I have tons of progesterone coursing through my system. Monday I will go in for blood work  to confirm ovulation. I'm not even worried about it - look at me! That's real personal growth, LOL! I know the number will be good - I am curious about what it will be, exactly. My RE's office won't call me if the number does support ovulation, so I guess I'll have to wait for my next CD3 ultrasound to ask what the number was.

But then, I can always *hope* there won't be a next CD3....

5 comments:

  1. Yay! That's great! Could you call them and get your progesterone number? I think it's dumb that they don't tell you.

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  2. Oh god I remember when the thermometer was my best friend too!!! I truly found it to be the most reliable. Love the hope this post is filled with :)

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  3. I continue to be amazed and thrilled at how the surgery seems to be working. Take it easy this weekend! If you're tired, it might just be your body's way of telling you to slow down :) Fingers crossed for Monday!

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